Dec 31,2004 iwent to ER,thinking my bronchontisis was acting up.. the kept me over nite and that morning i was told i had stage 4 cancer.. milgnant. No chance of getting better. I triend chemo for a few months. It made my so ill and hillunations. I had to stop working.. i was settled in life alone a few friends but ok.so of course i went to a few more drs and the all say the same thing.. i have an u usal case. I now have one lung and caner all over the cells in my body. I look in the mirror barley recognize myslf. I was told i had 6 mths but GOD is in control its been 8 mths now. I am inow living in a place that , ima just say im sad and crying all the time everyday. I want to move near family. And be independent one last time. And smile and joyful until the day father calls.. so if anyone out there with the heart to help pleae.. i just want peace and happniess for my end date. Bless you