In March I was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer and I did chemo radiation had surgery all that and it's been so hard for me financially mentally, this news came so unexpected and has made things extremely hard for me I was working at the time and due to all this it's been hard for me to work I lost my job due to missing so much work for a treatment and whatnot and I've been trying to look for a job and I have had no luck I have applied for disability and that's a process and I have five kids that I have to take care of and it's just been so hard for me and I've been struggling and the holidays are coming and I don't know what to do I want my kids to still have Christmas and I just I've been so down and depressed and it's hard to do that when I'm so overwhelmed trying to make sure I get by I don't know what the outcome of my diagnosis is going to be but I know I am fighting it